It's been sooooo fucking long.

It has. It's been so long. I mean, the longest. I've been working lots, shit'sbeen happening.

No I don't recap on what has happened, I just talk about what is happening.

Money. Money. Money.

I want lots of it. Is it normal to be addicted to money? Like seriously. If you don't have it you have 'withdrawels' you become upset, depressed, stressed. And when you have it you're on top of the world. Who ever said that money doesn't buy happiness was a tree hugging fag fuck that was such a shit cunt that he couldn't get a job.

I need a new phone. I want a massive cork board thing. I want to move out. I'm going to start counting the days till;

Stereo
Moving out
Malaysia
Parklife
School

So much. I want it to all happen now.

I want this to all be true. It feels like somethng will get in the way. My car will blow up. I will loose my job. I will need the money that I've saved for moving out. Fuck that. I'll starve before I give up my boob job. I wonder if it will happen. Then once I get them done I'm going to have to start saving for another set 10 years later. I can cope with that.

Ok this cunt is annoying me to the death. I hate him. So much. Like I don't even know why I hate him. Well I do. He just doesn't stop talking. Ever.

Ok I'm going to go to work. Which is starting to piss me off. I wonder... I just wonder a lot.

I don't know what to write.

I don't know what to write.  It's been a while. I feel sick. My car got stolen and that's reallt annoying. I fucking want it back. I want someone to clean my roon for me. I mean I could do it tonight but I have to work in the fucking morning. The morning!

I'm so angry. Shit music being played. I fucking hate it so much.

And my fucking till being wrong at work. I mean wtf. They better have fixed it. I want all my fucking clothes washed. I should do it now before that cunt goes to use the washing machine. I just don't have any energy. And where the fuck am I going to dry it? And I don't think we have any washing shit left anyway.

Look it's been days and that's all I can write.