$500 tip.

I'll wirte a quick one before Dad gets here.

I got tipped $500 last night. I hate my life, I gave $150 of it away. Fuck I wish Marty wouldn't fuck around and joke like that. I wouldn't have fucking given it out.  And if I was going to I would have given it to Emma. So annoying.

Karly's right. I should stop spending all my money and just save. But it's so hard. And fucking parking. I wonder if I can get a car park at work.

I need to get laid. Even time I go to work I'm more interested and keen on, who I'm going to flirt with next. I wonder if we can ever hook up. Nothing several drinks can't fix. I wonder if I should train it in there.

I got to remember to ask Marty about WKD's. They're so good.

My god hurry up Dad.

Fuck I hope that guy comes back tonight so badly. AND I hope that Marty puts me in there. They need to be put in somewhere where they have their own bar, so I'm not waiting for the fucks to make the drink. Now I sort of wish I could make drinks. I mean, I can make a vodka pineapple. Vodka lemon and lime can't be all that hard. I've got to wear my glasses too. They make me look hotter.

Why doesn't George come up and just hang out with me randomly and chat. Cunt.

Is he up himself or shy or...
Fuck boys are too much effort.

Alrighty. I am off.

New camera

I spent $450 on a camera today :)
A lot of money but my god the camera is awesome. I want to go out just to take photos.

Got my braces tightened today. Doesn't feel like they're doing anything.

God I hate him. Fucking lazy piece of fucking shit. I really fucking hate him. I can not wait until I move out and I never have to see him again. I'm gunna wirte him a letter telling him that I don't want to make contact for a while. Oh well I can't. He'll sook and go running to his parents like a 14 year old girl. Fucking grow up you stupid fuck. I have to hook up with someone. I'm bored. But the hooking up game is so annoying. I've got standards.

I'm not going for the half decent nice guy. I'm going for the arrogant hot guy. So I can make the choice not to msg him ever again.

Might ring work. See what time I'm to go in there tomorrow.

Hope my hot tattoo-covered regular comes back in! Fingers crossed.

Sleep is for the weak.

Well it isn't really coz I fucking love my sleep. And I'm not weak.

My god these braces, or more so, this fucking wire! Must mean that my teeth have moved alot in like, the last few days. Very annoying. Wow I just got tired all of a sudden. I hate this place. Can't wait to live alone. No reason to be quiet and no cunt waking me up. I wonder if living with Karly would be really that bad. I mean it wont be the best thing in the world but jesus, there's going to be testing times.

I wonder how long I'm going to stay at Mens. I like it there. I wonder if I'm getting used to the hours. I wasn't so dead this Sunday. Though, we finished early and I finished early Saturday night.

37 hours this week. Not too bad. Wonder how much I'll get paid. Fuck it I didn't get that TAX thing off Marty. I don't want to be taxed a fuck load. I like my job. I like the hours I think. It's weird, and I still feel like this is only for a little while and my body's just putting up with it till it's over. I could do this through school. I'd get the hours I wanted plus the extra cash tips. I'd be really good for school actually.

I wonder if I'm actually going to be able to save $10 grand by my birthday. I mean I could ask for money for my birthday if I almost have enough. I need to save more. Using an actual bank account. I don't know whether to use the money that I've already saved and pay off my laptop and braces. OR. Save up cash for my boobs and just pay the minimum on that shit coz I already have the finance and to get it while working casually at Mens will be near impossible. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Oh Emma is lovely. She really gives off this awesome vibe. She's so honest and caring. She seems to be someone that gives alot and doesn't expect to receive. She's a person that I would like to be. I'll have to tell her that. So funny. She really is just so funny. Such an awesome person.

I wonder if I should delete all my photos on facebook and just have the good ones I like. I mean people prob don't need to see me pinging from 2 years ago and photos from the Zoo. Yeah I'll go through them at some stage and cull.

That and I need to fix all the dresses that don't fit coz I'm so scrawny. And I need to get bra padding for my bikini top. Tuesday and Wednesday are going to be a doing day. I need to find something that motivates me. If I'm in a blah day then I never fucking do anything. Nearly went a whlole post without swearing! Ha.

And look for cameras. And I also want an Ipod. I can do this.

Time for some sleep I think. Sun's sort of coming up.

I'm in a mood.

I'm in a mood to type. Or write for that matter.

So many bills. God I'm annoyed at Officeworks. Why offer me a job! Why do that to me. It's really put me in a pickle. I feel like I'm letting myself down. It would be amazing to work there. Imagine the stationary. The cameras. FML.

Well they seem really nice. One day. I'm sure later on down the track, if I was to go to them again, they would happily want me.

My boob hurts. I'm hoping it's from the constant wiping I do of the tables. Better not be cancer.


God he's in the room. I really dislike him. And thoes dreams. I need to get laid. Off someone hot. I hope that guy comes back in. And why didn't he fucking msg me.

Drinks next week with the crew. Get ma mass flirt on. Hope they get a new hot bussy.

Hope no one finds this. Might make it private. But then what's the point. I wonder what to do. Officeworks? haha

I wonder if they do lay-by. I'm so bad with money. I'm pretty sure I'm paying everything off though. I have to start paying $200 each month for my teeth. Next year I'll be fucked other wise. I wonder what's in strore for me next year. God I really want to go to school. Gives me something to do. To say I'm good at something.

Maybe I need another coffee. Why can't I wake up lately. It's pissing me off. Maybe I need to get up earlier. Well if I went to sleep at 8am, woke up at what, 2pm. Yeah that's 6 hours. Nice. Banana time? Whipped cream.

EH.

An Iphone and a camera soon. Prob have to put it all on lay-by.

God I hate him.

Not sure.

Duno what I'm gunna say right here. I'm so tired. I don't want to think too much and then be awake again. 11 hours I worked tonight. Pain. Good money though, and even still, I'm not completely exhausted and it was kinda fun, dispite everyone being grumpy or something at the start of the night.

They have to warm to me. I'm sick of still being the little outcast, new one. I know they like me and I know they know I work hard and well, but still. I duno if they just dont get my overly sarcastic remarks. I mean I do sound a little silly sometimes, but I think I'm funny. lol

Wow it's gone a little gloomy outside, from a little bit of sunshine.

Well I'm gunna wash my face and then put some cream shit on it. Yay.

I need to not over think things.

Do I over think things? Yeah well there we go, questioning and over thinking right therr.

I'm in the mood for typing but not too sure what I want to type. It's been a while. Been working. I like it. It's easy. Fun. Not exhausting but tiering. And I guess the pay is alright.

I want to work out how many hours I need to work to make $500 a week. Ok so I need to work 26 hours a week. I can do that. Wonder how long I'm going to be there. Wonder what's gunna happen with all the people I meet. I hate waiting for things to happen. Definatly need to hang out with some people. Get some dope friends. I bet school is gunna be full of fucking idiots. Fucking asians and indians. Fucking great.

That fucking bussy at at work. What's his deal. Talks to everyone so easily but wont speak more then a couple sentences to me. Maybe I should stop trying to talk to him. God I just got tired. Whoops.

God there's so many things to do. Clean my room. VTAC is done at least, ETAG shit is done. Just need to pay the water bill. Duno if I have enough money in my bank to pay it before next Thursday. Oh fuck, my laptop payments.

Later geeks I'm off to pay some money I don't fucking have.

Just waiting to see.

I sort of haven't been doing much. My fucking sleeping patterns are fucked up. I'm pretty sure I slept for nearly 12 hours last night. face

Mmmm I have a staff meeting tonight, gotta look shnazy. I'll find that chick and add her on facey.

I can never get comfortable with my lap top. Hmm I wonder if I'm going to be paid out my annual leave when I go to casual. I hope so. Then one day I can just not show up to work and never go back either! Woo! Fuck I hate that place, don't even know why I'm staying there.. Olga will say that I worked there for ages, she wouldn't even know if I quit.

My nails are nice and long.

I wonder what this gunna bring me. What it's gunna change in my life. The people I'm gunna meet. I wonder if any of the are going to Stereo too. Cant wait. Cant wait for warmer weather. It was so nice yesterday and I had to fucking work. Fuck that place.

That bitch better not start on me today, I'll just go home sick. Cunt.

I want a new phone. I'm thinking the Iphone but I'm not sure if I'll fucking hate it or not. Spose I'll still always have my old phone top go back to.

Well wish me luck today at work. I'd almost rather kill myself. All well take as much shit as I can before I leave :)